Wednesday, March 11, 2020
Monday, January 13, 2014
I am not able to interpret what I was saying at that phase of my life. Sitting on bed doing nothing. Inhaling weed and waking up lost. The point I think when I just came out of hangover there is a void. This void is focused. Anything which impresses you get populated with its aspects. All of it. They all might not be phased properly. But you are so full of it that it all looks apt at that moment. No matter how many times you read it, it will make sense. But that was four years back.
Reading that seems like I rubbed randomly on Some blank slate as kids do. But I feel that all was very deep. I felt so unique and proud when I wrote that. It was like I am penetrating into my own brain. Going deep inside, and that inside is full of examples and analogies. Its like skipping many steps and reaching to that final conclusion because I dont have to make someone understand what I am saying. U are jumping from one conclusion to other because I felt speed in my brain. Like Hulk jumping from one rock to another in canyons. U are so much into that moment that once you come to surface it all looks weird or obscure.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Don't you think we should inject something in these growing minds which have everlasting effect. In my mind that anecdote is injecting culture. I heard once that terrorist organisations made small children to watch videos of the pain and agony incited upon there ancestors.
In old Indian rajput culture, mothers used to sing invictus to there children, even they used to tell the stories of their great great grand fathers.
In Buddha ashrams, they preach peace so they can promote it for the greater good of the nation.
We have also been given such lessons but where are they, and how these monasteries and 'madarsas' has such long lasting effect on there followers.
The answer lies in couple of questions, do you know what you want to do rest of your life?, is there any thing worth die for?
They have answers for both of these. World is so much diversified, every one wants to do everything. Even the 'daas' and 'daasis' of old times used to know they have to serve their masters for whole life, there were no conflicts and they were loyal. so where is the loophole? Is our expectations killing us? This pertinent urgency to move ahead, this impatience, how far will this take us?
This is a pillar of constant height, if one rises then other falls, but pillar remains of the same length. Is society overall improving, or its just we are moving?
There are strategies and models which can lead to overall success. But are we adapting it?
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Does any one knows he has turn into evil? Does 'Neki kar dariya mein daal' really effective. As far as I know most of the old age people are man of principals. But most of the government officials are also senior citizens. Is just taking bribe is corruption or not doing your work properly is. I think both. How will one defines the corruption? Boman Irani says they were "more dangerous than terrorists". they attacking the very soul of nation and propagating that to society. where is the root?
Its these small things that accumulates. consider it as fun, but that gathers as a pile of shit which blocks the channel to growth. Is it enough to have one pure aspect in our life, or whole life should be pure. The final question is, is it path or the destination? is it geeta or ramayana? which one is important. choice is yours to make.